War of Learning

Student,
A person that has to do anything what it takes,
To accomplish the goal,
That had been set up,
In mind.

Strive for it.
Struggle for it.
Fight for it.
Bleed for it.
As long as the goal will be achieved.

As living in the war vicinity,
Fighting everyday with daily problems,
Depressions,
Anxiety, that never seem to let us go.
The will to success,
The will to keep moving forward,
Is what keep us in sanity till this moment.

The end will be there.
The end is there.
Just keep moving forward,
Even you have to crawl,
You can do it,
Anyone can do it.
Just fight it.

As we born as a warrior.
To survive in the cruelty of reality.

Dear scheduling, let me win you over. Please. It's midnight

Uniqueness of Life

Life if unique in its own term.
Some may hold surprises while we are in our lowest guard.
Some may give a joyous that worth thousands if tears.
Happy tears.
 

The surprise for me.
This very subject.
When there is gonna be a quiz.
When i have to battle alone. By myself.
While tho others, my friends already has their own path.
Well, part of consequences for my operation.
At that time, when my life kind of different from others.
I am no longer me.
But the core, is still the same.

Then for calm my heart and mind, 
these particular sweet and sour waffle, 
sooth me with its deliciousness.
One thing i learn from this life.
Rewards yourself whenever you feel like.
No need reward from others when you just can give it to yourself.
Love yourself first before you love anyone else.
That way, only true happiness can be reach.

Life is Complicated

Life can be cruel,

life can be joyful,

life can be unfair and injustice. 

Sitting on the desk, browsing the internet. 

Waste my time. Try to distract myself.

From the very founding meaning of life. 

Here, trying my best to deal with the life. 

With this unsettle feeling. 

While the feeling of being left out is gushing out from my heart.

And i am not suppose to feel like this. 

Negativity gonna kill the beautiful soul I had deep inside.

Positivity gonna  made this piece of soul will become radiant than usual.

Some people might not notice it.

Some might just let it pass through like a wind.

Some might find it is really disturbing.

The really important, how you look at yourself.

Love yourself.

Brace yourself.

Laugh with deep sincerity within your heart even it is not true.

That is the only way the bright path,

Gonna open up,

In front of you.

When the right time come.