That oNly MomeNt..

this afternoon, the moment that i treasure the most, because of that one moment, i feel like i'm dreaming eventhough yes i'm dreaming..

the dream just feel like reality..the feeling that i felt there were the genuine feeling.. i can't forget those wonderful feelings..

for that person in the dream..who ever you are.. thank you for coming inside of my deep, soundly sleep,.

 

 

my world was fill of wonderful memories..at that time..the feeling to be beside you..the butterfly that fly in deep of my stomach..the cold feet that i had..all those things were the most fantastic feelings..

i'll not forget that moment forever..it made me smile..thank to that anonymous..

ur face seem familiar to me yet i don't know ur name..u're just like my prince charming that i longed for.. the next time we met, i hope i could get know more about you...

 

Parting Between us is hurt The Most

Maybe this time, i'm really such a fool girl. A girl that can't differentiate the reality or just an act..

I'm sorry for not develop to any man right now..I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart that i not interested with any other man right now..It just that i can't find any ideal man that i'm looking for..and when i found him..the Mr Right is just a  good-looking, calm, and yet the perfect one in a fiction story..

i'm not falling in love to the real person..the one who play the role of him.. i'm just fallen in love with the character..Urgh!! am i crazy to have those feeling towards the person who never exist in this beatiful world??

i guess it's not a real love..just if it was my destiny to meet such kind of man..i definitly never let him step away from my life..if he already had his chosen one..i'll be the one who give up this feeling..

am i too picky in finding the Mr Right? I don't know..when the comes i'll definitely know who is the Mr Right for me..till that time.i guess i'll wait for a little bit longer :)

p/s : i feel really relive for having this post..

p/s

the moment we spent together :)

i still remember the moment we spent together

very awesome..full of laughter..full of stupid jokes..full of annoying and irritating behaviour..

maybe you don't remember it well, but for me, who are the presence was nothing than a mere for you, treasure all of those memories that we shared together. i kept the sweetest moment in the beautiful album in deep core of my heart..i locked it with the most high type security as i didn't want anyone else to know that i treasure those moments.

as far as i can recall it back, the first time i notice your presence were during the middle of that year.the gossips were everywhere.[or it just me that jump into my own conclusion]. my heart just ignore all those nonsense gossips. the exam were just around the corner. there was something that our talkative person, wrote something on the whiteboard.4 letters..in a second all the eye were focus on you include mine but there's was something different that i notice from back then.Your expression was just cool,calm and yet vibrate an unpleasant aura.

actually there is a lot of things that i want to say, to talk to you,to know a better you,to know what your favorite and what you dislike but i just i just not dare. i just kept myself shut in the middle of the class by watching you.whenever u hurt or injured, i didn't dare to ask anybody.what i hope was u're just fine and there is somebody who told me the detail about ur condition.By that,it was just fine for me.

i really hope that i could know more about you just like her.Unfortunately i know that i can't..

just for you to know,you always in my mind for this moment.hope someday i can treat u as friend just like u treat me :)